New Day, New Friends, New Experiences.....
I had the most incredible conversation yesterday with an amazing woman. I enjoyed it more than I've enjoyed anything in a long while. I hope this is the beginning of a new and wondrous friendship, for both of us.
I am supposed to get to see the engineer this afternoon. I am very much looking forward to that. He is an incredible man....kind, intelligent, imaginative and an unbelievably good sexual partner for me. He is challenging without being domineering. I feel very safe with him. Being able to exhibit that kind of trust in another human being is quite amazing by itself. What he is able to accomplish for both of us with that trust is exquisite.
My biggest concern is that he is able to enjoy and get as much out of our time together as I do. I am not sure that there is any real longevity in this relationship and I want it to always be mutually satisfying. I don't ever want either of to have been compromised by hurt feelings or selfishness.
I am trying to take it one day at a time....enjoy what we give to one another and let it be. Hopefully, it will all unfold the way that it is meant to and will, in turn, be beneficial to each of us. I just want to be careful. I want each of us to have our feelings and self esteem intact when it is time to move onto something different.
In the meantime, I'm looking forward to whatever wonderful, evil, wondrous, creative things he's dreamed up for us today.
I am supposed to get to see the engineer this afternoon. I am very much looking forward to that. He is an incredible man....kind, intelligent, imaginative and an unbelievably good sexual partner for me. He is challenging without being domineering. I feel very safe with him. Being able to exhibit that kind of trust in another human being is quite amazing by itself. What he is able to accomplish for both of us with that trust is exquisite.
My biggest concern is that he is able to enjoy and get as much out of our time together as I do. I am not sure that there is any real longevity in this relationship and I want it to always be mutually satisfying. I don't ever want either of to have been compromised by hurt feelings or selfishness.
I am trying to take it one day at a time....enjoy what we give to one another and let it be. Hopefully, it will all unfold the way that it is meant to and will, in turn, be beneficial to each of us. I just want to be careful. I want each of us to have our feelings and self esteem intact when it is time to move onto something different.
In the meantime, I'm looking forward to whatever wonderful, evil, wondrous, creative things he's dreamed up for us today.