You Are Right Brained In Love
Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart
Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love? Okay, where to begin. Well let's start with the weird night I had. I was startled awake for an unknown reason at about 6:30 this morning. As I was capapulted uprightright I had the vaugest sensation that I wasn't seeing my bedroom but somewhere else. But I couldn't tell you where. My first response was to grab my cell phone and text message LB since even though it was only 3:30 there and I was pretty sure he'd still be up I'd have hated myself for calling and waking him up if he had managed to fall asleep. It was a simple text and I was actually expecting a text message back, but he called instead. To be entirely honest, I wasn't actually sure I had text messaged him or that he had called me back until I spoke to him later on in the afternoon. But him calling was the best thing since it helped me relax enough to attempt to fall back asleep. Now again, I don't remember what was said, or at least until later today I didn't know, but whatever was said was perfect. Perhaps I just needed reassurance that he wasn't a dream. That he's there and that he cares about me. Well I did manage to fall back asleep but was startled awake again and actually about 2 more times after that before I got up to go to Angelique's today. Everytime I was startled awake I kept having the sensation that I wasn't in my bed, that I was seeing somewhere else, but as soon as I tried to process it, it was gone. So much for peacful dreaming.
I got out of bed, grabbed a shower and headed over to Angel's. Once she finally got ready since in her dream she was having an indepth conversation with her deceased ex husband, we headed out for lunch. We went to Fay-Ray's again today. They have ok food for a hole-in-the-wall place.After lunch we head out to WalMart since I was in search of fabric and a pattern for a bodice and skirt to take to 40 year. I'd actually beeen meaning to go and do this a while ago but I never got around to it. And since Angel had to pick up some other stuff and they're the cheapest place to get fabric around here, the evil mormon corporation it was. We found a decent pattern and fabric for a bodice but nothing I like for a skirt. Which isn't so suprising since I'm so picky. So we grabbed the pattern, the fabric, the backing, the eyelets, some cording and the few sundry items Angel needed and we left. We then decided to head to JoAnne Fabrics to get the boning needed for the bodice and extra eyelets. We got lost on the way there. So we had a very nice 30 minute scenic drive before we reached the fabric store since the drive really should have only taken 10 minutes. Once we got there we grabbed the boning, the eyelets and some beads Angel found that she liked and headed back to her place. I dropped her off and headed home, text messaging LB right before I pulled out of Angel's driveway. He called me when I was about half way home, which again is something I wasn't expecting since we both need to watch our daytime usage of minutes and it was early enough for both of us to be using them. It was then I asked if he had called me and if I had asked him why he hadn't gone to bed until 5 AM the previous morning. I had kind of though I'd dreamt it all, but I was really pleased to know he cared enough to call and see if anything was wrong since I am normally asleep at 6:30 AM.
So I got home at about 6:45 PM and my mother has to use the car to go to a meeting and I can't really complain since she and my father have been the ones putting gas into the gas tank. They paid for the gas they have a right to use it I suppose. Anyway I updated and checked a few things online while waiting for LB to return from taking his father to run some errands. When he got back we chatted online for a bit but then I called him because I just couldn't stand sitting in front of the computer anymore banging my head trying to write this entry. So while we were talking it was decided that since I was so quite I probably needed a nap, which at the time sounded pretty good to me since I was tired. Almost an hour of laying in bed and staring at the ceiling and walls of my room and not even so much as a wink of sleep. I am not allowed to have my insomnia back. Okay yeah, it's not "insomnia" I just have times where I can't sleep restfully or I keep waking up in the middle of the night or I just can't sleep. It's not textbook insomnia but it's the best way I can describe it. I could put my lavender back under my pillow but I really don't want to. And this is only the first night in a while that I've had problems. I mean, I could just be thinking too hard about something sub-consiously. (Yeah an aries thinking about something too hard, who would've thought :P)But if I am I sure couldn't tell you what. I just don't even want to contemplate it. All I really want is to curl up in LB's arms and sleep. Honestly while I was in Washington I don't think I've ever slept better.
Okay, I think I'm done complaining now. *sighs*