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Reid encouraged me to go back and read all of my livejournal entries to see how far i have come. and it is really amazing. it seems like my life has changed completely in a year. some of the things were hard to read because i remember how painful they were. but i can trace my happiness and continued sanity since joining the church and reid. I realized i am not completely obsessed with my body anymore... and nordo i hate school. school this semester has actually been really enjoyable and awesome. i don't enjoy being far from reid, but that's all. i have liked it. i guess i am happy with myself... my place in life.. and my reinstituted moral values. it has certainly been a long journey. and life is not perfect. i fight with my parents all the time. but somehow, i am strong enough to deal with them. and the outside bad forces (being robbed... ) don't seem so bad anymore. so i encourage everyone to read their past entries... see what you can learn about yourself.... and find things to pat yourself on the back about.