2009.

Jan 06, 2009 11:02

I guess I should make a new update since it was july since I updated last. =P And Ive never been good at these things. I was seriously considering just deleting this all together. But I was just whatever. And kept it. So now Im doing something Im not that great at anyway.

Here are some good things that happened to me in 2008.

x. I had a gallery show of my artwork in my school.
x. I survived Marcia Lippman's class.
x. I dormed again in the city.
x. I realized who my real friends are.
x. I bought a hasselblad.
x. I was told I was loved.

Here are some bad things that happened to me in 2008.

x. I lost some people as friends that I thought were really close to me.
x. I spent money way to fast.
x. I gained weight.
x. I spent a lot of time at home alone.

I just dont know where my life is going to end up after graduation and its driving me insane. Im nervous and scared and I hate not knowing where Im going. Sometimes I wish I could just get a 60 second peek at my life like 10 years from now. As long as I had that peek, I'd know what choices to make and I know I wouldn't be so scared right now. I just need a push. And right now, I dont care if its off a cliff. I just need some direction.

I dont know anymore. =(
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