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so i guess its time for a real update. all i use this thing for now is surveys when im bored. lol and reading other peoples journals and looking at bad tattoos. =P so yeah. schools good. im on my spring break now. its not quite spring.. but whatever. anytime not having to go to school is good. i have to write my midterm paper for 20th century history. and i have to take pictures for crit and color printing. so thats pretty much all the work i need to do this break. its so nice not being uber busy. today i literally stayed in my pajamas all day and watched greys anatomy season 2 and cut up magazines. :) tomorrow im going to rent the rest of season 2 and watch with my sister and attempt to clean up my room cause i want to flip my room. lol
but yeah. there are other things i can complain about but i wont just because thats not who i am. if my best friend doesnt want to talk to me just because i didnt hangout with her one night, then ill give her time to calm down and stop being pissed off and talk to me. but im not rushing it. she told me that i dont understand and that i never will. well if she doesnt talk to me, how can i understand? i thought that best friends told eachother when something was wrong and when they needed someone to listen to whats on their mind. well i feel like she doesnt want to talk to me. sometimes i feel like she never wants to talk to me. and when i think about that it drives me insane because she knows that i love her and that i would drop everything for her. and the fact that she doesnt like my boyfriend just sends me further to insanity. i just dont know what to do anymore. i need help.
someone please help me. =(
but yeah. there are other things i can complain about but i wont just because thats not who i am. if my best friend doesnt want to talk to me just because i didnt hangout with her one night, then ill give her time to calm down and stop being pissed off and talk to me. but im not rushing it. she told me that i dont understand and that i never will. well if she doesnt talk to me, how can i understand? i thought that best friends told eachother when something was wrong and when they needed someone to listen to whats on their mind. well i feel like she doesnt want to talk to me. sometimes i feel like she never wants to talk to me. and when i think about that it drives me insane because she knows that i love her and that i would drop everything for her. and the fact that she doesnt like my boyfriend just sends me further to insanity. i just dont know what to do anymore. i need help.
someone please help me. =(