My Addictions Havent Left. Theyve Just Gotten More Socially Acceptable.
yes. im better.
am i okay?
not by a long shot.
better does not mean fine.
ive got forbidden fruit tempting me nearly every night.
ive got a tempermental 21 year old with the mind of one thats 13.
ive got a slutty liar who wont give up when hes caught.
ive got relatives who im a ghost to.
ive got that constant retarded feeling from smoking too much green.
ive got stress headaches and ridiculous tension all over my body. but the odd part is, all of the stressors, all of the shit. it seems surreal. like im not actually even involved. like im just a by-stander. this keeps happening more and more often. like im not living my own life. i think i should be worried.
i need more sleep.
am i okay?
not by a long shot.
better does not mean fine.
ive got forbidden fruit tempting me nearly every night.
ive got a tempermental 21 year old with the mind of one thats 13.
ive got a slutty liar who wont give up when hes caught.
ive got relatives who im a ghost to.
ive got that constant retarded feeling from smoking too much green.
ive got stress headaches and ridiculous tension all over my body. but the odd part is, all of the stressors, all of the shit. it seems surreal. like im not actually even involved. like im just a by-stander. this keeps happening more and more often. like im not living my own life. i think i should be worried.
i need more sleep.