That Feeling
I've had that feeling for a long time that you were lying to me. You swore on your life that you were telling the truth, and like a good friend i believed you because it was coming from you.. but today i finally find out the truth from someone who you would never trust.. but you obviously trust this person more than me.. i don't know if i can trust you anymore.. i find out all this stuff from people how much shit you talk about me.. but do i say anything bad about you?.. no.. well not as much, just the little stuff.. but then i get over it and realize that your my friend and i shouldn't be talking shit about one of my best friends... so i stopped completely.. but i still hear what you say about me.. i don't say anything because for all i know it could just be a rumor because it's not coming straight from you.. but i hear it all the time and now i believe it. You don't bother trying to tell me that somethings that i do, say, or think annoys the hell out of you, so instead you tell it to other people behind my back and in my own house and i still don't believe it.. until now. What did i ever do to you to deserve how i'm being treated.. all i ever did was support you in whatever you wanted, and what do i get in return? your dishonest shitty ass friend ship. You didn't used to be like this.. what happened?.. if you have a problem with me.. why don't you just say it to me like you tell me to do when i have troubles with my other friends?.. you don't even use your own advice to help out a bump in the road of your friendship.. maybe now you'll think about using it to save this friendship.. cuz i don't know how to react to you anymore.. you know that i love you and would do anything for you.. but now that all the things that i've been hearing are true and you lie to me so that i don't think differently of you.. i guess you don't know me as well as you say you do...