May 02, 2005 20:21
I defanitly didn't go to school today. I slept until 11:30. If anyone knows me, they know I wake up at the asscrack of dawn a.k.a. 8 or so. I studied for my AP test friday. Anyone else kinda nervous about that? I think I'll do alright since I still have a week to review, but it's still a 3 hour test and I'm nervous. I have to work that evening so I guess we'll see how that goes. I'm working a lot this week and that's okay with me seeing as I wont be working until next Mondayish.
Vacation went okay. I didn't really see my boyfriend all that much, but what are you going to. He didn't really seem to notice or miss me which makes me feel obsolete. We had a really serious talk on Wednesday night coming back from dropping Etta off. I'm glad he said something to me, and I can't even begin to describe the conversation because it was soo all over the place. All I have to say about it is I wish he would have told me some of these things sooner because I didn't even think there was a problem. He's never had a girlfriend before and he's never had to balance his time. I think I can be patient when I want to be. I've had a serious boyfriend before, but I'm still not perfect so I can't expect him to be. I feel stronger about our relationship though. He graduates in a little over a month. I'm going to cry my eyes out.
I'm going to be pretty busy in the following weeks. Prom is a week from Saturday and I still don't feel ready. Some of the decorations haven't come in, but I guess we'll just cross our fingers and hope it all goes well.
I'm going to go watch some Law and Order then I'll probably do some more studying for History.
Goodnight
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Me