Conclusions

Feb 16, 2006 12:01

I've come to a conclusion about myself: I like to be productive when I'm at work and lazy when I'm not. I always thought that I was sluggish, but that's oversimplified. This week, I've had almost NOTHING to do at work even though I'm usually busy. Today, I'm alone in the office, and I literally came in and surfed the web. I just feel so GUILTY and stir crazy when I waste time like this. I mean I know I need to be here in case something comes up but still. My brother said that this is his dream work day. I guess I'm an overguilty obsessive control freak, but at least I know this about myself. I guess I must take care to find a job where I am either consistently productive or where I can control my hours based on workload and stay on call. Ah well. At least I've had time to post up my resume on line and job hunt for myself and Daniel. I've found some promising things for him but nothing quite right for me....then again I'm more finicky I guess.
In other news, Daniel was really sweet this Valentine's Day. He gave me a really mushy sweet card and a Whitman's chocolate sampler. This is especially sweet for two reasons. One, he's usually uncomfortable with really sappy cards and goes for humor, but I guess he thought I neede to hear it. Two, I almost teared up when he told me that the Whitman sampler was what his dad got his mom for Valentine's Day every year when she was still alive. I love this man. We got takeout, and I took him to see Final Destination 3 that night. I know, I know, it's unromantic, but he loves those movies, and to me Valentine's Day is about making my cutie happy. Anyway, he has two job interviews today, so I wish him beaucoup de luck. *sigh* I wish I had more to say....the empty hours loom ahead. Worse yet, I didn't order lunch today because I had one in my bosses fridge, and now no one has the key to her office. *sigh* Anyway, have a great day all 3 of you! :)
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