Oct 08, 2005 19:08
man today has just sucked. I woke up and my back hurt... I got out of bed and my hips were out of alignment and still are. My mom was in a pissy mood and she took it out on me and all I did was wake up. We had to go to the outlet mall because my tennis shoes broke and I had to get new ones. Her and her boyfriend are fighting... we got in the car after she had hung up with him and she was in a bad mood which in turn puts me in a bad mood. Then she called him back and I told her not to and she blew up on me. I mean... I don’t want her driving and yelling at him over the phone at the same time! I don't want to be killed! argh... a number of other bad things happened today as well... but im not going to write them down.
I keep wondering why God is putting me through all this. It’s just too much for me to handle. I can't take it much longer im getting near the breaking point. I can't even go to church tomorrow cause my mom will not take me and bring me home all she will do is take me... and I really want to go tomorrow blah... This is the second week in a row I have not been able to go *sigh* I just don't know what to do.
-Sarah