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martial art means honestly expressing yourself. meaning that it is easy for me to put on a show and be cocky, or i can show you some really fancy movement. but to express oneself honestly not lieing to oneself, and to express myself honestly. that my friend, is very hard to do.
i just got over the word throat cold ive had in years. i swear i was coughing up blood the other day (either that or red gatorade). i learned my lesson from last year though, ive quit smokeing while it persists. nothing else new. i feel like im not trying HARD ENOUGH to be an intellectual. was that not a major goal of mine 2 or 3 years ago? im going to start fury by salman rushdie tomarrow. thats a start. i broke a guitar string. high E. in any case ive got a headach and its time to sleep.
still trying not to be a bitch about things. i have a tendancy to slide into faggyness quite a bit. ive found the best cure for that is normal healthy activity. of which i have an enormous lack thereof, caused by an overabundance of faggyness. which leads to a lack of healthy activity. at least the kind that involves peers. so the cycle continues. ill hang out with the only two people who will hang out with me (love them both to death) and a weekend of BBQ's and books will come to an end. i am entering a new era of life. the parties are almost over people. enjoy them while they last.
i just got over the word throat cold ive had in years. i swear i was coughing up blood the other day (either that or red gatorade). i learned my lesson from last year though, ive quit smokeing while it persists. nothing else new. i feel like im not trying HARD ENOUGH to be an intellectual. was that not a major goal of mine 2 or 3 years ago? im going to start fury by salman rushdie tomarrow. thats a start. i broke a guitar string. high E. in any case ive got a headach and its time to sleep.
still trying not to be a bitch about things. i have a tendancy to slide into faggyness quite a bit. ive found the best cure for that is normal healthy activity. of which i have an enormous lack thereof, caused by an overabundance of faggyness. which leads to a lack of healthy activity. at least the kind that involves peers. so the cycle continues. ill hang out with the only two people who will hang out with me (love them both to death) and a weekend of BBQ's and books will come to an end. i am entering a new era of life. the parties are almost over people. enjoy them while they last.