Just some more depressed ramblings....
Am I really that annoying of a person? That seems to be the question running around my head. I just get this feeling, from all my friends, that im annoying almost all the time now. I dont try to be, most days anyway. I dont know, I think im in one of my ruts again. Im all on the self putting down and everything. I try to be a good friend, but i guess im not...
Even my dads against me now. Says that I should be home after school, not off running around the neighborhood. I want to walk my dog and clear my head from the days clutter, is that too much to ask? Yes, usually I get Colby to walk with me, but thats more of a 'comfort' thing than anything. I like having someone to walk with and Abby and I love Titan to death. I even seem annoying to Colby....
The only person I never seemed annoying to wasnt even a person, it was my dog Bandit. And who knows what she thought of me. I just want someone to talk to, to not critize me, to just listen and comfort me when i need it and i would offer the same back when they need it but until then I guess im on my own...
Anyway, Im going to stop here and go curl up in bed, maybe some sleep will change my outlook on things....
Heres hoping i do well on the SAT. I could use the boost of self-esteem i think.
Even my dads against me now. Says that I should be home after school, not off running around the neighborhood. I want to walk my dog and clear my head from the days clutter, is that too much to ask? Yes, usually I get Colby to walk with me, but thats more of a 'comfort' thing than anything. I like having someone to walk with and Abby and I love Titan to death. I even seem annoying to Colby....
The only person I never seemed annoying to wasnt even a person, it was my dog Bandit. And who knows what she thought of me. I just want someone to talk to, to not critize me, to just listen and comfort me when i need it and i would offer the same back when they need it but until then I guess im on my own...
Anyway, Im going to stop here and go curl up in bed, maybe some sleep will change my outlook on things....
Heres hoping i do well on the SAT. I could use the boost of self-esteem i think.