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It's like I'm viewing everything through a bubble.
Or, I'm floating on a bubble, separate from everything else.
Like being high.
Separated from physical reality, but that much closer to the energy flowing just underneath the surface of everything.
Like when you're dreaming, and everything makes perfect sense.
Regardless of the fact that upon waking, waking reality falls into place.
It's part of the process of realizing
That reality exists in all moments and forms.
The passing flow is subject to pressure and observation.
My own observation dictates my own reality, which is itself unique from other realities.
What I'm trying to say is,
I control my experiences because I am a unique observer.
...
I'm just separated from the world around me, is all.
Like an island in the sea.
Like being trapped within the limits of your own aura.
But in that separation, I am connected via exchanging energies and interactions.
Will and observation, pressures, change the flow.
Observation is separate. Will is interlaced.
I'm not high. I wonder why I've been feeling high lately.
Separated high. Observationally high.
The usual awkward strangeness magnified times three.
I feel like my consciousness is on another plane of existence that allows me to look into the one my body walks around in.
Like I've completely checked out of the flow of normalcy.
I'm not getting any appropriate physical readings,
So my actions and responses are from that other plane of existence.
I wonder how I'm still fitting in.
I wonder how long before this flow changes course.
I wonder if I'll stay high forever.
Or, I'm floating on a bubble, separate from everything else.
Like being high.
Separated from physical reality, but that much closer to the energy flowing just underneath the surface of everything.
Like when you're dreaming, and everything makes perfect sense.
Regardless of the fact that upon waking, waking reality falls into place.
It's part of the process of realizing
That reality exists in all moments and forms.
The passing flow is subject to pressure and observation.
My own observation dictates my own reality, which is itself unique from other realities.
What I'm trying to say is,
I control my experiences because I am a unique observer.
...
I'm just separated from the world around me, is all.
Like an island in the sea.
Like being trapped within the limits of your own aura.
But in that separation, I am connected via exchanging energies and interactions.
Will and observation, pressures, change the flow.
Observation is separate. Will is interlaced.
I'm not high. I wonder why I've been feeling high lately.
Separated high. Observationally high.
The usual awkward strangeness magnified times three.
I feel like my consciousness is on another plane of existence that allows me to look into the one my body walks around in.
Like I've completely checked out of the flow of normalcy.
I'm not getting any appropriate physical readings,
So my actions and responses are from that other plane of existence.
I wonder how I'm still fitting in.
I wonder how long before this flow changes course.
I wonder if I'll stay high forever.