Apr 07, 2015 02:54
Some nights are harder than others.
Tonight, everywhere I turn, everything reminds me of you.
Our lives have been intertwined for so long, I don't even know how to begin to extract you from my thoughts, my room, my space.
This is heartbreaking. You've done no wrong. I miss you. You were so comfortable and safe.
I want you out.
This is so hard to do alone. I really just want the pain to stop.
Maybe last time I decided that it wasn't that bad, that it wasn't worth the pain, that maybe we could fix things...
We had a great relationship. This would be so much easier if we hadn't, but we did.
I loved you. I mean, I still do.
I'm just not ready to give up and settle yet. We both deserve better than our problems and disconnect.
We will find other people to take care of, that will take care of us. We will find love again.
I just wish so badly that we could've talked. Why was it always so hard to understand one another?
Why couldn't it have been you? I wanted you. I wanted this to work. I wanted us.
Why does this have to be so unfair?