wow...
So I found out that I could graduate this year. I am seriously considering it. There are so many pros and cons, it is the most confusing dilema. I am not even going to begin to list all the things going through my head. I am just so sick of this school. But I want to do plays here next year. I cant go to college next year, so I would just be working. But the idea of being out of high school is so appealing... I have such insanely mixed feelings right now. I dont know why exactly, but I feel like crying. I hate feeling all wobbly and stupid like this. I could really use some advice right now. I just dont get why this upsets me so much.