Aug 26, 2006 01:17
Purging some poison
A nod to all of you living and dying on the dark side today...
M.Night is not coping so well right now...
I am in a place that is filled with frustration, anger and hate where the only freedom I will ever have is here and even that is an illusion.
I am being consumed by my own thoughts, feelings, limitations.
And here comes the understatement of the year.
It’s not a nice place to be.
I have finally reached the point where I realize the full extent of my impotence.
NOTHING I do or say will affect anything in my life.
NOTHING I do or say will be able to change my circumstance in the present or the foreseeable future.
NOTHING I do or say will gain me even the smallest of freedoms from this place and time Iam/have been/ always will be trapped in.
No escape,
No release,
No choice,
No freedom...
NO END.
I can’t tell this to anyone but you, Dear non-existent, anonymus, casual observer.
Grow where you’re planted?
Even fungus needs something to feed on
M.Night ..........out!