Sep 02, 2005 18:58
So this has been a busy week. I have about a forty minute break before I meet Christopher downstairs for our date. Which just makes me smile. We're back in the groove we got out of last semester. Last semester was so hard, with my classes boring me, my family driving me nuts, the both of us being so...unhappy and the constant fighting. But its over. and I think it'll stay over for awhile. For the first time in a long time I feel like I'm actually working toward my future and what I want to do with my life. Through a weird quirk of events today, I became treasurer of the World Issues Round Table Organization at my school...where we basically get together and argue about what should happen in places like Rwanda, Iraq, etc. Which just amuses me. My classes make me happy...I spend my days reading Poli Sci books and learning French...for once in my life really learning a foreign language. Things in my family are slowly getting better to...which is good. I just...wish that it wouldn't be a constant state of calling my parents to make sure everything was alright. But it could be worse. Much worse. Its even interesting because lately I've started to find a sense of belonging that I haven't felt in awhile. I've realized that a lot of my feelings of exclusion were self-created. I could become closer to some friends of mine if I made the effort, which I often don't, for various reasons....But I'm not going to do that this semester. but back to classes, in case anyone's interested
Poli 314: US Constitutional Law...makes me happy I know all the answer
Poli 363: US Foreign Policy...I know nothing but I'm learning lots
Poli 107: Political Theory...my one grrr class....but that's only because the teacher is preach-y
Honr 399: Women and the Criminal Justice System: Fun and only a month long!!!
French 201: I'm learning it really!!!
Honr 399: Ethics and Foreign Affairs....I haven't started this one yet....::pouts::
but leave me love and im me...luckyettarre or call me...you know the numbers or if you don't, i'll tell you 'em.
love ya
Becca
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