Jason
Its been a whole year since Ive been here, I guess because coming into High school, I found someone I like and then loved. Unfortunately thats all over now. :/ I can say I'm heart broken. I'm devastated..I still miss him and even though he left me to be with someone else, I still Love him as I did yesterday. He doesn't give me the time of day anymore, if I call him he tells me to fuck off. :/ he was so nice to me before and last Thursday when he came over...he grabbed my hand and told me he loved me and kissed me. I didn't even want to get near him, he came to me. Then he left saying don't call him. damn it he gave me so much hope then shot me down. Gah what can I say love is something not meant for me, I give up on it. I still miss that fool. yeah stupid Jason, why can't you see I'm dying a little more everyday your not with me?