Love and Sex and Disconnects

[moonlightchaser]

So... I just finished reading The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks, and definitely got really teary-eyed. More than anything, it made me want to never get Alzheimer's. The love story part of it was important too, but in reality, I'm just hoping I can tell all of my hookups of late that it's over, and that I'm not going to be with any of them again. I was talking to my parents today about how I definitely don't fit the norm of my sex, or the stereotype at least. I definitely want to fall in love however, which is surprising based on my actions. Luckily, I don't care enough to be worried about being a topic of discussion for others, so my lifestyle continues on. The only thing left for me, is to go out and find someone who can sit and talk to me/listen to me ramble for hours, and laugh at my stupid jokes. That's what love is really... just being completely accepted by whoever you're with, and accepting them back, with some good sex and happiness involved. Complete understanding. That's what love is to me. And again, the mad hot sex. lol

I'm just feeling lonely I guess.