new friends
So here is something that isn't going to be a daily recap. I find it so hard to make new friends. When it comes to guys there is always the question of "is there feelings here?" which isn't always the case and shouldn't be...but I feel off trying to make friends with a guy b/c soooo often the wrong idea comes across and that's just lame. My main issue though is making friends with girls. I feel soooooo weird about it. I mean there is a girl I knew last semester and really would have loved to be her friend and all that but I was weirded out about asking her for her number or giving her mine. I mean I am not at all homophobic or anything of the sort...I just get really embarassed quite easily and if they thought it was something more than platonic I'd die! So now here I am without many friends because I'm too nervous to try and start a friendship becuase I don't want to give the wrong impression. ugg what's wrong with me? Does ANYONE else share this issue? Or any advice on hwo to calm down? I mean girls...if another girl you had known for a while was liek "hey here's my number let's hang out sometime" would that in any way weird you out? Okay enough ramblings...off to sleepy land to dream lovely thought...mainly of making icons since I finally got my program!
~Julie
~Julie