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today is okay day but i don't know i feel like im drowning in myself y i don't even know sometime i feel like im a slave in this how command to do everything even though i know i can't seem to say thing cuz it goes one ear through another never having anything to myself cuz if i do they just take it way. like my room i can't even be by myself or even have my music as long as i want it to. I can't take it any more sometime i look at the window and dream of fall out of it. i just want to be free of this world at time that i can be at peace where nothing can hurt me or even in talk to me about anything