Life sucks

[moonlight710]

Today was a okay day but Taylor and me got into a fight again. I wish we didn't fight i bet he hates me. We always fight but i wish he would stop screaming at me and it hurts. He swears i hate i hate him but i don't i just wish he understood that i can't wait to go back to skool for i can start a new life and meet new pplz. Me and Jr are good and wat not. Naty and Me are cool she did her profile and gave a shout out to me well here is ma shout out Love u 2 Gurl. Yeah so me and taylor got into another fight and then i heard jose wanted to fight taylor. When i heard that all ma feelings came back and i knew i was wrong for yelling at him and i told him that i didn't want to him to fight jose but he said oh u care more about him now that hurts and all andi wish he didn't say that it hurt and all i know he hate. Yo i wish he would stop he don't know how much he hurts me yo i even cry myself to sleep at night cuz i think shit is all ma fault i hate myself cuz i get him mad. And then he said he is leaving and he promise me he wouldn't and then he takes it back. So now im here crying and he don't even know it yo i can't take it. He mad at me cuz i go out with Gene and he don't understand that i like gene but i like him too but it not ma fault ma friend don't like to see me unhappy and so they hook me up. I just wish he would see dat. Well taylor just to let u know i do love u with all ma heart but u don't see it i know i can be mean and treat u like shit but i don't mean to do that i conseal ma feeling cuz i don't want to be hurt that just it understand that well good bye ya....
Love
Sho-Sho
Ps. I love Gene too. And im happy with him and he likes me i just want u to know that cuz gene is good to me and i like that and i don't want to lose that well bye.