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okay, so if u choose a moment, and u just stop and frame it, and just look at it like its a picture. a movie. look up in between the leaves , how the moon fills that perfect circle in the spaces. and decided if the sky is clear or just clearer then yesterdays. and look at where ther standing.take in how they cross ther arms and search through ther mind for something to fill the silence. anything. guess what! im...
why do u do that? how can a moment. you can here the voices, and u can feel the heat of the car, and u can smell the old firework.how can that moment be the most unreal moment. how can these people say things that are so stupid and wrong, just to SAY something. they are all so fake. i cant even take it. where do we decide WHO we are, and who we are when were trying to pass the time with people we dont care about? who the fuck are you? god uve lost track of all ur stories and hopes and feelings and ideas, that u cant even rember how u really feel or what really hapens. you cant diferenciate between the lies and the way u feel.
and then in that still moment that you freeze in time its like nothing wrong matters beucase ur ther, and u have no choice, but to look around and smile at these people. and ur smile is so fake.and who are you trying to fool?
has everything become so fake that ther is no real. its like the more you know, and the closer u get, the less of the truth you know, and the more of a stranger they become.
i dont even know who i am anymore.if i was real i wouldnt be framing these moments and scanning all ur moves and all ur words. to see if i know YOU. how can i fuking know you, you dont even know you.
why do u do that? how can a moment. you can here the voices, and u can feel the heat of the car, and u can smell the old firework.how can that moment be the most unreal moment. how can these people say things that are so stupid and wrong, just to SAY something. they are all so fake. i cant even take it. where do we decide WHO we are, and who we are when were trying to pass the time with people we dont care about? who the fuck are you? god uve lost track of all ur stories and hopes and feelings and ideas, that u cant even rember how u really feel or what really hapens. you cant diferenciate between the lies and the way u feel.
and then in that still moment that you freeze in time its like nothing wrong matters beucase ur ther, and u have no choice, but to look around and smile at these people. and ur smile is so fake.and who are you trying to fool?
has everything become so fake that ther is no real. its like the more you know, and the closer u get, the less of the truth you know, and the more of a stranger they become.
i dont even know who i am anymore.if i was real i wouldnt be framing these moments and scanning all ur moves and all ur words. to see if i know YOU. how can i fuking know you, you dont even know you.