Aug 24, 2004 19:43
Great song.
So I guess things are looking a bit more up than my last post. And for all of those who thought I was on the verge up suicidal, I should dick slap you. But I'm sure that no one actually thought I was like that, so everyone is OK.....for now. lol
Anyway, ya, things seem to be a bit better than they were. And it wasn't like things were bad between us, I was just more or less kidding myself on how things would play out with me and Maria. And I'm still kind of having high hopes as too when things will change (I really hope things do change for her for a couple of reasons, both for her and for me), but I'm not really sure how long this situation I'm in will go on for. If anyone got what I just said, then you deserve a medal. I just read that, and its pretty poorly written. But oh well, I'm not going to change it, so deal with it. HA!
But I just felt like letting you guys know how I'm doing, so don't worry. I'll keep you updated later, but now I gotta jet.