I wish I could turn it off!
My crazy, that is...and why are there "no take backs" with my email. You know, today I was feeling really sentimental and emotional (thank you nature) and I think I might have sent a dangerous email. I swear, hormones and email go together like alcohol and the telephone. Total bad news! And, ok, maybe I'm over reacting, but what was light-hearted and goofy in my head, looks a little naggy and needy on paper.
Wait a minute! It's OK to be needy. If I need to talk, I should let him know. But I still want to take that email back. I hate that I get so insecure about this. Just for the record, long distance relationships are HARD!! *sigh*
On to happier things...so this morning, I get a phone call while I was on my way to work from my college roomie. Turns out she was passing through town and was actually staying at a motel, like, four blocks from my office. So I went up to her room and sat on the edge of the tub while she got ready, just like old times! :-) Best.morning.evar!!! I haven't seen her in probably three years, so it was just so nice to see her. And just such a surprise!
The diet thingy is going well. I've been pretty good about sticking to it, even when I'm out at parties and everything. Week 2 and going strong! Woo hoo!! When I go back to the doc on Tuesday, I'll see if there's been any change. Then I might have to pick up a scale of my own, even though I'm against them...
OOOOOOOH! I forgot!!! When I was at the doc last week, it seems I've lost 35 pounds since March! I wasn't really trying at that point, but in retrospect, I have made some little changes that seem to be helping. She was a little concerned since it's a significant loss when you're not trying--we're keeping an eye on it--but for now, we're going to do the happy dance.
Wait a minute! It's OK to be needy. If I need to talk, I should let him know. But I still want to take that email back. I hate that I get so insecure about this. Just for the record, long distance relationships are HARD!! *sigh*
On to happier things...so this morning, I get a phone call while I was on my way to work from my college roomie. Turns out she was passing through town and was actually staying at a motel, like, four blocks from my office. So I went up to her room and sat on the edge of the tub while she got ready, just like old times! :-) Best.morning.evar!!! I haven't seen her in probably three years, so it was just so nice to see her. And just such a surprise!
The diet thingy is going well. I've been pretty good about sticking to it, even when I'm out at parties and everything. Week 2 and going strong! Woo hoo!! When I go back to the doc on Tuesday, I'll see if there's been any change. Then I might have to pick up a scale of my own, even though I'm against them...
OOOOOOOH! I forgot!!! When I was at the doc last week, it seems I've lost 35 pounds since March! I wasn't really trying at that point, but in retrospect, I have made some little changes that seem to be helping. She was a little concerned since it's a significant loss when you're not trying--we're keeping an eye on it--but for now, we're going to do the happy dance.