And the cards say...
I just came from a Tarot reading. I haven't had one since August. That one was really interesting. While I didn't really like the woman who did the reading, she actually said some true things. The thing that was the most shocking was that she talked about the 2 men in my life. One of them was my soulmate and the other would turn into "just a friend". At the time, there was a guy that I was talking to that I really liked and was hoping things would go better, and I was just meeting the Fella in a few days--we had been talking for a week or so before. Anyway--the other guy: hardly talk to him. I'm not sure if I even consider him an actual friend, to be honest. And then there's the Fella...a few things she said about the "soulmate" have been right on.
Now, for today's reading: It was really interesting...she talked about me being the main obstacle in the relationship--my fear of being hurt, my inability to take risks, my uncertainty in general. Fascinating as I've been in self-sabotage mode lately, the tape in my head playing the "he doesn't really like you and he's going to find someone else" song. She also talked about my daydreaming/wishful thinking about the relationship and how he's in the middle of a conflict (which is true--ex is being really difficult). She talked of my career--I'm in a good place--and my boss is soon to be replaced (True true). And we talked about my brother:
she: *turns over card* "Drugs?"
me: "yep"
she: *turns the Death card* "not good"
me: "uh huh"
she: *turns over card* "he is considering rehab? It will be good for him. He will be able to kick it and he will turn out alright. It will be spiritually refreshing for him."
**disclaimer: I know that the Death card doesn't mean he's going to die--it's more about change, metaphoric death not literal death.
All in all, I felt like it was a good reading and it certainly gave me plenty to think about. She also did some handwriting analysis. She was the 4th person to tell me that I have some good psychic/intuitive abilities that I am not channeling. Almost EVERY time I get a reading that comes up--I actually have a deck, but I spend way more time trying to understand the meanings than actually focusing on my question. It was interesting that she noticed that from my handwriting though. I really find handwriting analysis fascinating. There were some interesting things that came out of that, too. (How many more times can I write "interesting" in this post? ;-)
I've certainly got some reflecting to do!
Oh and I got a cute haircut this morning...I'll put up pics later.
Now, for today's reading: It was really interesting...she talked about me being the main obstacle in the relationship--my fear of being hurt, my inability to take risks, my uncertainty in general. Fascinating as I've been in self-sabotage mode lately, the tape in my head playing the "he doesn't really like you and he's going to find someone else" song. She also talked about my daydreaming/wishful thinking about the relationship and how he's in the middle of a conflict (which is true--ex is being really difficult). She talked of my career--I'm in a good place--and my boss is soon to be replaced (True true). And we talked about my brother:
she: *turns over card* "Drugs?"
me: "yep"
she: *turns the Death card* "not good"
me: "uh huh"
she: *turns over card* "he is considering rehab? It will be good for him. He will be able to kick it and he will turn out alright. It will be spiritually refreshing for him."
**disclaimer: I know that the Death card doesn't mean he's going to die--it's more about change, metaphoric death not literal death.
All in all, I felt like it was a good reading and it certainly gave me plenty to think about. She also did some handwriting analysis. She was the 4th person to tell me that I have some good psychic/intuitive abilities that I am not channeling. Almost EVERY time I get a reading that comes up--I actually have a deck, but I spend way more time trying to understand the meanings than actually focusing on my question. It was interesting that she noticed that from my handwriting though. I really find handwriting analysis fascinating. There were some interesting things that came out of that, too. (How many more times can I write "interesting" in this post? ;-)
I've certainly got some reflecting to do!
Oh and I got a cute haircut this morning...I'll put up pics later.