UPDATED, FINALLY :)
I know I haven't updated this thing in a while but I have been busy! I have been working a lot and I bought a house so that has been stressful and keeping me busy. I gotta work all the overtime that I can b/c I gotta pay for this house. I still can't believe that I am a homeowner now :) It is a GREAT feeling! Like my life is finally going on the right track! I am still waiting for something to come and fuck it up, even though I don't want it to do that but I am waiting for something to come fuck it up and put another speed bump in the road :) I have to think positive though. I can do this and I can afford it :) My parents bought a new house so they are doing just fine :)
Speaking of my parents, they are camping right now up in Ludington and then they are going to go to St. Ignace. Well, the reason I am telling you this is b/c on the 4th of July I had to drop of Brayden to them. I met them half way in Lansing and I had to drop him off b/c I don't have a babysitter. I had to work the rest of this week and the weekend and next week, and my WHOLE family is in Florida and my parents aren't here. So he had to go with them for the remainder of their trip. I was kind of sad when I had to drop him off and I knew I would be sad when I was just sittin here alone, with nothing to do, but I honestly didn't think I would miss him this much. I guess I am super emotional right now for "girl" reasons, but I miss him TONS! I guess I wouldn't be a good/caring mother if I didn't miss him this much, but I am used to having him around ALL the time, that when I don't have him I don't know what to do with myself. I am going to be ALL alone this weekend to hang out with friends and all that and I don't know how to do that anymore.
I do have stuff to do this weekend, like Devon's graduation party (my cousin) is this weekend. And then my mom's friends daughters graduation party is the same day, tomorrow actually. But I have to work from 7am to 3pm tomorrow :( They mandated us all "low" seniority people at work, 15 HOURS of overtime! So I HAVE to work tomorrow or else I won't make the 15 hours and I will get written up and I do NOT want that. So that sucks. So, I don't really get to rest tomorrow, going right from work to pick up Gage and Will and then go right to Shannon's graduation party and then move right on to Devon's. Hopefully getting to chill there and hang out with the side of the family I don't see much. Sunday is the ONLY day that I can sleep in and I don't even have to worry about getting up :) I am happy about that!!!! I will probalby NOT sleep in but at least I know I don't have Brayden and I will be ALL alone like the OLD days and I can sleep till noon if I wanted to :)
Okay I am done babbling yall's ear off. I will talk to ya soon!
*~ Mandi ~*
Speaking of my parents, they are camping right now up in Ludington and then they are going to go to St. Ignace. Well, the reason I am telling you this is b/c on the 4th of July I had to drop of Brayden to them. I met them half way in Lansing and I had to drop him off b/c I don't have a babysitter. I had to work the rest of this week and the weekend and next week, and my WHOLE family is in Florida and my parents aren't here. So he had to go with them for the remainder of their trip. I was kind of sad when I had to drop him off and I knew I would be sad when I was just sittin here alone, with nothing to do, but I honestly didn't think I would miss him this much. I guess I am super emotional right now for "girl" reasons, but I miss him TONS! I guess I wouldn't be a good/caring mother if I didn't miss him this much, but I am used to having him around ALL the time, that when I don't have him I don't know what to do with myself. I am going to be ALL alone this weekend to hang out with friends and all that and I don't know how to do that anymore.
I do have stuff to do this weekend, like Devon's graduation party (my cousin) is this weekend. And then my mom's friends daughters graduation party is the same day, tomorrow actually. But I have to work from 7am to 3pm tomorrow :( They mandated us all "low" seniority people at work, 15 HOURS of overtime! So I HAVE to work tomorrow or else I won't make the 15 hours and I will get written up and I do NOT want that. So that sucks. So, I don't really get to rest tomorrow, going right from work to pick up Gage and Will and then go right to Shannon's graduation party and then move right on to Devon's. Hopefully getting to chill there and hang out with the side of the family I don't see much. Sunday is the ONLY day that I can sleep in and I don't even have to worry about getting up :) I am happy about that!!!! I will probalby NOT sleep in but at least I know I don't have Brayden and I will be ALL alone like the OLD days and I can sleep till noon if I wanted to :)
Okay I am done babbling yall's ear off. I will talk to ya soon!
*~ Mandi ~*