Apr 15, 2001 14:52
Okay well first of all: Happy Easter!
Scott is really confusing me today. He's being really weird. And he won't tell me what's wrong. I think that he thinks that there is something wrong with me. But there isn't. I am actually having a nice day. Maybe he is mad at me because I didn't feel like going out of my house today. To Him Meaning... I didn't really want to go out to his house. And I think he is taking it as I don't want to see him. Which is not true. He has days where he doesn't feel like getting out of the house, and I'm okay with all that. But then he tells me that he doesn't want to go anywhere either. I'm sorry but I kind of get tired of always being at his house. Not that it's boring... cuz it's not. But I like something new every so often. And we are rarely at my house. And I know the reason for that is because he doesn't like my family. He'll probably deny that, but I know it's true. The way he always puts them down. I'm sure he doesn't think my family is a "great" as his. Don't get me wrong... I love his family. They are great. His mom is such a sweet lady, and his brother isn't bad (even though he thinks I'm the Devil for some reason). But I wish I could read Scott's mind sometimes... because he can really confuse me. I don't know if he is upset with me, or is having a rotten day, or what. I would really like for him to come see me, but God forbid he miss the Simpsons. Oh, I don't know what to think sometimes.