Dec 12, 2004 14:55
holy crap i'm actually writing in this thing again
holy crap look at the fucking snow outside my window here in Waterloo
schools been top priority since sept, i didn't think that this term would be as hard as it has
its funny how 4 months can change alot...roomies, friends, class pref, relationships....
everything's changing and as much as i want to hold onto the past, i can't and i accept that
we all change and evolve into who we want to be whether that is a leader, a follower, a listener/talker
my pride has definately been a maj factor in many things, unfortunately sometimes it causes alot of prob
esp when more than one party is stubborn as hell...
time will heal all wounds eh? will it if distance becomes a factor?
There is so much iw ould love to just write down in here, puring my thoughts and feelings
but i'm not like that anymore...
i've decided to keep it to myself, not to burden my friends with my stresses and so on
going into 2nd yr has taught me alot and its only Dec
You matter the most so take care of yourself
Will be heading home to Toronto on Dec 23/24...not sure yet (damn late exams)
hopefully i'll be able to reach all of you in Toronto to catch up and see a few too
will stay in town to see family and old friends and then head back to 'loo to earn $$
back for New Years, partying downtown with Adam and some friends
if they get lost, drunk d/t it ain't my fault
it'll be short visits home but that's life right?
the holidays used to be a happy time, then things changes last yr
lets hope this is a good one
i wish all who actually read this Happy Holidays and a Happy New Year b/c i wont write til 2005