Worries
Okay, now I'm worried. My friend is going to be late on her essays and she's just sat there all day doing nothing, maybe she's got a line down but that's it. Is she planning to do one tomorrow morning, one tomorrow afternoon and one Friday morning? Because that's fine but then it's getting difficult. I have doubts running through my head, she even admits its going to take her ages to do them. Is she not doing them because I'm distracting her? Is she not doing it because I'm even here? Would she have done them if I wasn't here? It's beneficial for me to be here but if it's not for my friend and my room-mate, then there is really no point me being here.
I know no one is going to see this, apart from the few occasional people who click on people's live journal pen-name and in a way that's helped me write this but my worries are building and I had a bad time falling asleep last night, tonight's going to be even worse and tomorrow night? I might not sleep at all and I have an exam the day after.
I'm worried, I'm doubting myself, I'm trying to stop myself from crying and failing. I don't know what to do and I'm scared for her.
I know no one is going to see this, apart from the few occasional people who click on people's live journal pen-name and in a way that's helped me write this but my worries are building and I had a bad time falling asleep last night, tonight's going to be even worse and tomorrow night? I might not sleep at all and I have an exam the day after.
I'm worried, I'm doubting myself, I'm trying to stop myself from crying and failing. I don't know what to do and I'm scared for her.