Guys and me?
There's this guys at school name Kenny that likes me I think and I can't figure out if I like him or I just like it that he likes me. He treats me like a princess, walks me to my car, carries my books and things, and I love that because I've never really had that before but I'm not so sure I like him in that way.I've always been the Tom-boy kinda gal who makes guys afraid of me and I don't mean to do that it just happens sometimes and it wrecks everything because then its like guys are to afraid to ask me out and I don't like that. Now guys like me they flirt with me and hug me and I like that I feel as if I'm a girl now and its great but I can never let these guys in as much as I would like. I've never made out with a guy and I'm a virgin which will last till I get married that will never change but its like I can't give myself to them, me I mean. I can't let them in as much as I do in my head because in my head its different but then when I'm confronted with the situation I shy away. It probably has something to do with my past. And as usually I'll just have to work it out by myself!