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ive had a real good week tbh. besides school and all.. its been cool. on sunday i went with brian down to south elgin where hes gonna be moving to, to his new house n stuff. we drove around looking at everything so he could get familiar with the area. he also stopped at a blockbuster to get a job application cuz he cant keep doin what hes doin now. *sigh* i felt so horrible the whole time. hes gonna have to do so much driving, living so far away. im gonna miss him. its like a half hour just to get to his house. but yeah.. its a nice area. supermarkets are close.. theres an oberweis down the street hehe. and its a nice house theyll be moving into. it started off really nice. just me and him drivin around.. but then he started getting calls from like 20 people. one of em was from floyd, and he was talkin to brian for a minute and then hes just like 'i know you and lisa dont believe the whle religion thing, but IM PRAYING FOR YOU RIGHT NOW.' and then he just hung up. and i asked him at school and he said that him and a group of about 50 people really were praying for us. it was just some sort of church thing. i guess it was kind of nice.. maybe thats why my week hasnt sucked horribly. i talked to jay on monday.. forgot to write about that. didnt talk MUCH but we did talk. i love him. hehe hes such an idiot sometimes. and he lies and contradicts himself alllll the time but i dont care. he has my heart. its a blind thing. i hope so much well get to be together one day. well i know we will be. when i have money saved up ill get ahold of him and go visit him.
ANYWAY. ehehhehehehheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i cant BELIEVE brian and me are gonna go see COF. thats my dream. and its about to come true. i have the best boyfriend on the planet. mmmm he sooooooo sexay. i love him in a different way than jay. as much, but in a different way. it feels so good to be with him.. to feel his arms around me and his lips on my neck.. meh. heaven.
i stayed home today cuz i was feelin dizzy adn shaky. the fact that i still had 100 pages of a book to read/do marginalia on kinda added to that as well =P but yeah. brian came over after school. he said he would, and i missed him all day so he just walked in my house and i was like yay! we took my dogs for a walk, then went to walmart to pick up somethin for my mom. and then went back to his house for a while.. mmmmmmmhehehhehehehehhe *squeal* when we went downstairs his sister was on the phone and it was for him and so i talked to his sis for a lil while, and then he was done so i went by his door and he went back to his sis's room to give her back the phone.. and like.. *melt* all the lights were off cept for in his sisters room...and i could just barely see him from the light outisde and he was walking towards me and i was like.. omg thats mine. and then he grabbed me and closed the door and muar har. viewer discretion advised. dude im naughty. hhhheheheheeeeeeeehehehe i loves him.
fucking hell i love cof. i cant believe.. i cant BELIEVE im gonna go see them on my BIRTHDAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i told my mom adn brian that im like.. gonna hold up a poster thall say 'today is my birthday'. maybe theyll call me up on stage =P im trying to decide what my favorite cof song is. lol i cant believe this. its gonna be the best day of my life. i dunno what to do to repay brian.
must go. so thirsty.
ANYWAY. ehehhehehehheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i cant BELIEVE brian and me are gonna go see COF. thats my dream. and its about to come true. i have the best boyfriend on the planet. mmmm he sooooooo sexay. i love him in a different way than jay. as much, but in a different way. it feels so good to be with him.. to feel his arms around me and his lips on my neck.. meh. heaven.
i stayed home today cuz i was feelin dizzy adn shaky. the fact that i still had 100 pages of a book to read/do marginalia on kinda added to that as well =P but yeah. brian came over after school. he said he would, and i missed him all day so he just walked in my house and i was like yay! we took my dogs for a walk, then went to walmart to pick up somethin for my mom. and then went back to his house for a while.. mmmmmmmhehehhehehehehhe *squeal* when we went downstairs his sister was on the phone and it was for him and so i talked to his sis for a lil while, and then he was done so i went by his door and he went back to his sis's room to give her back the phone.. and like.. *melt* all the lights were off cept for in his sisters room...and i could just barely see him from the light outisde and he was walking towards me and i was like.. omg thats mine. and then he grabbed me and closed the door and muar har. viewer discretion advised. dude im naughty. hhhheheheheeeeeeeehehehe i loves him.
fucking hell i love cof. i cant believe.. i cant BELIEVE im gonna go see them on my BIRTHDAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i told my mom adn brian that im like.. gonna hold up a poster thall say 'today is my birthday'. maybe theyll call me up on stage =P im trying to decide what my favorite cof song is. lol i cant believe this. its gonna be the best day of my life. i dunno what to do to repay brian.
must go. so thirsty.