family stuff

[moonfroggy]

i have been dealing with family stuff with regards to rob and i get married and to my being pregnant. so far family is doing better than expected but it is still kinda stressful. i don't want my getting married to be a big deal but people are trying to make it into a big thing. there is some good stuff though like my mom offering to pay for robs and my honeymoon which is an incredibly generous ting to offer. she even offered to pay for us to go to some exotic country and take a very expensive honey moon. we are opting for something smaller and closer to home and a lot cheaper. it is strange my mom shows she loves me by buying me tings and i feel really weird about it. i know my mom loves me and cares about me but i find her really hard to trust and i don't feel as comfortable around her as i wish i could. i guess it is that she is not completely in touch with reality or she sorta changes reality to fit what she want it to be. she does that with the bad things that happened to e she minimizes them and makes them into much smaller things than they are and it really messes up our relationship. the whole thing just confuses me.
i also talked to my moms mom today and she was just very happy and excited and that was pretty nice. she asked me to send her photos or me and rob so i need to get some photos of me and rob to send her which should be easy.
my family is really weird but i guess most families are. rob and i are kinda weird so our kids will grow up with weird parents hopefully we an be weird while being emotionally healthy and without being dysfunctional.