Visualizing away the fear
It's weird. I feel like I should pinch myself. If we wanted to, we finally have enough money in savings right now to just write a check and have the barn put up. I never thought we'd have enough money saved but there it is... and yet the fear is there. What if it's a mistake? What if some unforseen money emergency comes up? What if I lose my job or decide I can't take the stress any more? Should the mortgage get paid down instead? What about the proverbial safety net that I've always felt was a necessity? Our only agreement has been that we want no more loans/financing... that means no more credit card debt ever and no loan for a barn. No new car/truck either until the tractor is paid off.
I still get those NOTES FROM THE UNIVERSE, and they help to get me visualizing and believing. This is possible as long as I can keep fear from holding me back. I'm just amazed at the fact that this is all truly possible! We have a place picked out for the barn and he's already cleaning some more brush and trees along the fence line for the future pasture. I can SEE horses there... grazing peacefully and sighing into the wind. They say that is the key. Truly seeing what you want and knowing that it will happen.
If it stops raining, I'm thinking I might sneak down to the neighbors and pet their horses today. I'm pretty sure they are at work and I know they wouldn't mind. I want to feel them sniffing my face. I read that the best way to become acquainted with a horse is to let him/her smell your breath... to breath gently into their nose for them to take in your essence. How cool is that?
Look closely.... Can you also see horses there grazing underneath that magically gauzy sky?
I still get those NOTES FROM THE UNIVERSE, and they help to get me visualizing and believing. This is possible as long as I can keep fear from holding me back. I'm just amazed at the fact that this is all truly possible! We have a place picked out for the barn and he's already cleaning some more brush and trees along the fence line for the future pasture. I can SEE horses there... grazing peacefully and sighing into the wind. They say that is the key. Truly seeing what you want and knowing that it will happen.
If it stops raining, I'm thinking I might sneak down to the neighbors and pet their horses today. I'm pretty sure they are at work and I know they wouldn't mind. I want to feel them sniffing my face. I read that the best way to become acquainted with a horse is to let him/her smell your breath... to breath gently into their nose for them to take in your essence. How cool is that?
Look closely.... Can you also see horses there grazing underneath that magically gauzy sky?