Apr 13, 2013 01:28
Life has kept me away again. I have managed to get on here long enough to read a few blogs and comment. I am at the third week mark of my recovery from my hysterectomy. I am in some pretty bad pain tonight. If I hadn't had the surgery I would be starting my period now,so I am assuming that is the underlying factor.
I am waiting for my tylenol-3 to kick in so I can get some rest. Tempe has county scholastic bowl in the morning. One more chance against Dunlap middle school. Every year they have gotten creamed by this team. Hopefully this year will go better for them.
I have been struggling pretty hard this week. Frustrated with the rate at which I am recovering, and trying to remind myself had it not been laparoscopic I would still be in the hospital. I also never know how many spoons I am going to get in any given day. I keep trying to conserve energy and it just doesn't work, I still get wiped out randomly.
I have been down as well. Just can't shake this feeling, and then my mind starts sabotaging my positive thoughts. Kinda sucks when your own body is working against you. I am drinking green tea to try to balance out my hormones naturally but I do have an appointment Tuesday with the doctor.
I really need my pain pill to kick in. I need sleep and its not gonna happen with this much pain. Nearly in tears.
On a positive note, I am almost done with school. I am looking for places to hold my graduation party. It may be a duel party for Tempe as well. She wants karaoke.