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Washington says she thinks I have been depressed longer than the last few days. I'm not sure where she gets that idea; I looked back at my journal and I didn't write about it if I was. She is always making statements about how I feel and how I act, as if she knows what's going on in my brain better than I do. I had been feeling better, actually, and then I hit more scheduling issues and came back down. Going to try to resolve those issues today so I can do all of what I promised I would (except River's family picnic; there's nothing I can do about that, unfortunately). Yesterday I was so depressed for a while (or maybe just tired, I don't really know) that I actually broke my own rule and laid down in bed for a bit. I don't think I slept, but I definitely felt like I needed to be in bed. Talked to Gunner; we finally made some actual plans, after a few misunderstandings, so hopefully that will go well and help a lot to make me not feel like everyone hates me. Even writing this I want to go back to bed, but River's supposed to get up in 10 minutes so I won't.
I don't know. I have counseling this week though so I can talk to her about it.
I don't know. I have counseling this week though so I can talk to her about it.