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do you ever feel like something's missing in your life?
I do. Especially recently, a lot.
Therese is hundreds of miles away.
Jaime is hundreds of miles away. (at least for a little while)
and I'm tired of doing the same old things.
I relish spontaneity. I NEED me time. Planned shit doesn't work well for me.
I miss Sean too. I don't get to see him too much anymore. =(
And anytime I do see a "long lost" friend, it seems like everyone else is ALWAYS around. I like seeing everyone, but every now and then I want to spend time with different people. I need a Megs day. I can't go on like this every day for the rest of summer.
And every fucking time that something comes up (because yes, I HAVE a life) people get angry with me because they didn't get to see me for a few more hours. damn. boo fucking hoo.
It's just kind of like, it is assumed that I must do something with everyone every day. and some days I'd like to do something with another person or group of people for a change. But I can't because if they call to do something, the people I see regularly get pissed off because it is assumed that I was to see them that day. like every day.
So I'm tired of this shit. I need to meet new people, and also spend time with the older ones.
There's nothing for me here.
my arm hurts.
I miss my dad.
I want to scream.
I do. Especially recently, a lot.
Therese is hundreds of miles away.
Jaime is hundreds of miles away. (at least for a little while)
and I'm tired of doing the same old things.
I relish spontaneity. I NEED me time. Planned shit doesn't work well for me.
I miss Sean too. I don't get to see him too much anymore. =(
And anytime I do see a "long lost" friend, it seems like everyone else is ALWAYS around. I like seeing everyone, but every now and then I want to spend time with different people. I need a Megs day. I can't go on like this every day for the rest of summer.
And every fucking time that something comes up (because yes, I HAVE a life) people get angry with me because they didn't get to see me for a few more hours. damn. boo fucking hoo.
It's just kind of like, it is assumed that I must do something with everyone every day. and some days I'd like to do something with another person or group of people for a change. But I can't because if they call to do something, the people I see regularly get pissed off because it is assumed that I was to see them that day. like every day.
So I'm tired of this shit. I need to meet new people, and also spend time with the older ones.
There's nothing for me here.
my arm hurts.
I miss my dad.
I want to scream.