funny
I guess I am a very strange person or something. most woman around now, when they are close to labour, seem so happy and energetic. but me I feel so alone and unhappy. I dont understand it. Masters company even feels distant. I know it is just me but its how I feel.
I feel a little better about two of my friends though. I talked to takara tonight, ok so last night, and she cheered me up a little. and I talked to M. she had been trying to get ahold of me while my phone was off and couldnt. but she said she would be there on sunday so at least I will have one friend. I am really hoping takara will be home in time. she can keep me from refering to myself as sirena in front of my family LOL. that would not be a good thing.
but for my over all mood I am just really depressed. I feel really along and isolated. it just stupid emotions but they are true.
I feel a little better about two of my friends though. I talked to takara tonight, ok so last night, and she cheered me up a little. and I talked to M. she had been trying to get ahold of me while my phone was off and couldnt. but she said she would be there on sunday so at least I will have one friend. I am really hoping takara will be home in time. she can keep me from refering to myself as sirena in front of my family LOL. that would not be a good thing.
but for my over all mood I am just really depressed. I feel really along and isolated. it just stupid emotions but they are true.