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so this is it. in 24 hours i will be on the flight that will inevitably change my life. i will be in italy, living there, breathing the italian air. i wont be back until christmas (maybe). i will miss everyone soooo much. it feels like a whole new experiance for me, like new york was big enough...but this is HUGE! i am living my dream and i can't believe it. for all of you who want to contact me, i'll probably keep up this journal and i'll be online too. my e-mail address was and still is bbyblueeyedash@aol.com...or, if u feel really ambitious you can call my new cell phone # 333-498-4766...be ready to be charged tho! but hey im so worth it.
so things with mike went downhill again, this time, i didn't call him and its so done. i definetly desearve someone better.
i went to the movies w/ ash last night...it was funny, she almost killed me in her car...watch out for that crazy driver! it was fun tho, met a really cool guy named jeremy who claims he will visit me lol but i wish haha, i dunno he was really cool. then i went to dave's party to see him for the last time. he kind of turned out to be sort of an ass, but oh well he was a cool person. shawn was so cute, he was completely wasted lol he gave me like 300 hugs, we almost cried lol. it was fun tho. then paul called me and we had a 2 hr conversation. i really like him. he's such a cool guy. we are gonna keep in contact by e-mail and he's gonna try to come see me cause he has family outside of tuscany! he's really smart, he's been to italy b4 and he's trying to get into law school right now! he's so much better for me than mike was. but who knows...i always have the worst luck because i meet these great guys like 1 week b4 i leave for a year! figures...
so yea canada was crazy on saturday night...mission completed (all missions lol Nicole!) 1. get completely wasted....complete 2. make out with a hot guy....completed 3. get guys to buy you drinks...completed lol it was awesome...oh yea so i met this really nice guy named jon, he was so cute and cool....until i called his number to leave him my phone number and his girlfriend picked up..needless to say i spent 45 mintues on the phone w/ her trying to calm her down cause she was crying so hard. i felt so bad 4 her, he was feeding me all these nice guy lines and he seemed so sincere too. oh well its just me being stupid and trying to think the best of people
so who knows what italy will bring me...happiness i hope. good luck to all of u in the next school year. don't stop. enjoy the moment. live like you were dying
ps... my song to my boys
These old boots still got a lot of ground
they ain’t covered yet
There’s at least another million miles
under these old bus treads
So if you think I’m gonnna settle down
I‘ve got news for you
I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do
And as long as there’s a song
Left in this old guitar
This life I’m bound to lead
Ain’t for the faint of heart
So you won’t fall for me
if you know what’s good for you
‘cause I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do
I guess the Lord made me hard to handle
So lovin’ me might be a long shot gamble
So before you go and turn me on
Be sure that you can turn me loose
‘cause I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do
Girl, you look like you might be an angel
So I won’t lie
I could love you like the devil
if you wanted me to tonight
And we could talk about forever for a day or two
But I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do
I guess the Lord made me hard to handle
So lovin’ me might be a long shot gamble
So before you go and turn me on
Be sure that you can turn me loose
‘cause I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do
Yeah, I still got a leavin’ left to do
ps thanks to ashlee and johnny for stopping by yesturday to say bye to me!!
so things with mike went downhill again, this time, i didn't call him and its so done. i definetly desearve someone better.
i went to the movies w/ ash last night...it was funny, she almost killed me in her car...watch out for that crazy driver! it was fun tho, met a really cool guy named jeremy who claims he will visit me lol but i wish haha, i dunno he was really cool. then i went to dave's party to see him for the last time. he kind of turned out to be sort of an ass, but oh well he was a cool person. shawn was so cute, he was completely wasted lol he gave me like 300 hugs, we almost cried lol. it was fun tho. then paul called me and we had a 2 hr conversation. i really like him. he's such a cool guy. we are gonna keep in contact by e-mail and he's gonna try to come see me cause he has family outside of tuscany! he's really smart, he's been to italy b4 and he's trying to get into law school right now! he's so much better for me than mike was. but who knows...i always have the worst luck because i meet these great guys like 1 week b4 i leave for a year! figures...
so yea canada was crazy on saturday night...mission completed (all missions lol Nicole!) 1. get completely wasted....complete 2. make out with a hot guy....completed 3. get guys to buy you drinks...completed lol it was awesome...oh yea so i met this really nice guy named jon, he was so cute and cool....until i called his number to leave him my phone number and his girlfriend picked up..needless to say i spent 45 mintues on the phone w/ her trying to calm her down cause she was crying so hard. i felt so bad 4 her, he was feeding me all these nice guy lines and he seemed so sincere too. oh well its just me being stupid and trying to think the best of people
so who knows what italy will bring me...happiness i hope. good luck to all of u in the next school year. don't stop. enjoy the moment. live like you were dying
ps... my song to my boys
These old boots still got a lot of ground
they ain’t covered yet
There’s at least another million miles
under these old bus treads
So if you think I’m gonnna settle down
I‘ve got news for you
I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do
And as long as there’s a song
Left in this old guitar
This life I’m bound to lead
Ain’t for the faint of heart
So you won’t fall for me
if you know what’s good for you
‘cause I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do
I guess the Lord made me hard to handle
So lovin’ me might be a long shot gamble
So before you go and turn me on
Be sure that you can turn me loose
‘cause I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do
Girl, you look like you might be an angel
So I won’t lie
I could love you like the devil
if you wanted me to tonight
And we could talk about forever for a day or two
But I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do
I guess the Lord made me hard to handle
So lovin’ me might be a long shot gamble
So before you go and turn me on
Be sure that you can turn me loose
‘cause I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do
Yeah, I still got a leavin’ left to do
ps thanks to ashlee and johnny for stopping by yesturday to say bye to me!!