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Since Tanasi's death (certainly don't want to recap) everyone keeps thinking that I want to be alone but that's not true. I don't want to be alone! I don't like being alone (well, unless it's around a bunch of strangers then yes, please...let me be). When I'm left alone then I start thinking about his death and then I start losing it. I need the company. I need the distractions. Ugh, just why can't things start to go back to normal!?