In this room
My tummy was rumbling earlier but it has subsided to a dull roar. Something made me lose my appetite and I'm not entirely sure what it was.
I still have the feeling of being hungry but it's more of a "you just ate, you know you don't need to eat again" kind of hungry, even though I haven't eaten anything yet today. I know I should at least attempt to keep something down, but I won't. Not until I get to work or after I get off.
I'm tired and I really don't want to go into work. Despite all the silliness that's been going on today I'm in a dark mood. Not so much foul as just...wanting to break down and cry.
I think it's because I miss home. I miss my mom but most of all, I miss my dad. I really, really do. I just want to leave this town, drive the six hours to Branson and hug my dad.
I think all my doodling of late has been a way to help me deal with this, but with all my upcoming tests and papers I can't really afford to take the time to draw to my heart's content. ::Sigh::
I still have the feeling of being hungry but it's more of a "you just ate, you know you don't need to eat again" kind of hungry, even though I haven't eaten anything yet today. I know I should at least attempt to keep something down, but I won't. Not until I get to work or after I get off.
I'm tired and I really don't want to go into work. Despite all the silliness that's been going on today I'm in a dark mood. Not so much foul as just...wanting to break down and cry.
I think it's because I miss home. I miss my mom but most of all, I miss my dad. I really, really do. I just want to leave this town, drive the six hours to Branson and hug my dad.
I think all my doodling of late has been a way to help me deal with this, but with all my upcoming tests and papers I can't really afford to take the time to draw to my heart's content. ::Sigh::