Yay For Waking Up
It looks like I made an A in Spanish. That makes me happy since I was afraid he was going to drop me a letter grade since I missed 3 periods and we're only allowed 2. And I thought I did a crappy job on the final. But no, so yay!
I had a mudslide to go with my Bueno but I put way too much vodka in it. And I don't mean that there was a ton, there was just too much and it was hard get rid of the smell. Then I noticed Delphi hadn't thrown away the ones from last night (which was why I was making a fresh one) so I poured some of that into my glass. With a lot of ice cream. Hmm...ice cream. I think I'm going to have to drink more than one glass but I'm not up for it tonight. Putting in as much caramel and chocolate sauce as you do alcohol (Kahlua and vodka combined) makes me sick. Too much sugar for me to handle in one sitting. (As I sip on my sugary soda.) I'm gonna have to do some major crunches to fix this.
It seems like everyone is going home to watch graduation. I'm alone b/c Delphi went to the Other Town to watch her brother and J is gone to watch a friend or sibling's graduation. I graduated w/ most of my friends and the next family member that will graduate just entered elementary so he's got a while.
I think I may go to the lake tonight. It's not as though I have anything better to do. But at the same time, I'm afraid that once I get there, all I'll do is dwell. I'm tired of blaming myself for what happened and for what wasn't said. If I had a lantern I'd go and just doodle...but I can do that here in the comfort of Delphi's room. Either way I'm still dwelling. I wish I could go to the gym and swim. What I really need right now is to swim. The water offers a comfort dry land can never conceive of giving. Maybe I'll just clean the shower and take a bath.
I had a mudslide to go with my Bueno but I put way too much vodka in it. And I don't mean that there was a ton, there was just too much and it was hard get rid of the smell. Then I noticed Delphi hadn't thrown away the ones from last night (which was why I was making a fresh one) so I poured some of that into my glass. With a lot of ice cream. Hmm...ice cream. I think I'm going to have to drink more than one glass but I'm not up for it tonight. Putting in as much caramel and chocolate sauce as you do alcohol (Kahlua and vodka combined) makes me sick. Too much sugar for me to handle in one sitting. (As I sip on my sugary soda.) I'm gonna have to do some major crunches to fix this.
It seems like everyone is going home to watch graduation. I'm alone b/c Delphi went to the Other Town to watch her brother and J is gone to watch a friend or sibling's graduation. I graduated w/ most of my friends and the next family member that will graduate just entered elementary so he's got a while.
I think I may go to the lake tonight. It's not as though I have anything better to do. But at the same time, I'm afraid that once I get there, all I'll do is dwell. I'm tired of blaming myself for what happened and for what wasn't said. If I had a lantern I'd go and just doodle...but I can do that here in the comfort of Delphi's room. Either way I'm still dwelling. I wish I could go to the gym and swim. What I really need right now is to swim. The water offers a comfort dry land can never conceive of giving. Maybe I'll just clean the shower and take a bath.