Aug 15, 2006 02:08
wish I didnt alienate myself from anyone who ever meant something to me.
and I wish these dreams would stop.
I NEED them to.
badly.
it's messing me up inside
I can't tell the what's real and what isn't anymore.
what If i go cray?
am i?
crazy?
plane crashes and comets and ghosts and murders
i thought you weren't supposed to ever die in your own dreams?
so...what happens
when it's all you ever do?
sleeping has made me more exhausted than ever.