10:49 pm

[mooncyclegodess]

I find myself
looking in the windows of cars
that are close to the color of yours
hoping that it is your car
hoping you'll be on the stairs
at my door
in my bed
I miss you when I don't see you
I miss you when you are not
close enough to touch
where are you now?
I just missed you on IM
I signed on
as you signed off
you're not answering your phone
and since you were online
it's safe to assume
maybe
that you're at home
in your space
getting ready for sleep
in your bed
I am grateful my sheets smell like you