it's not as bad as all that

[moonchild86]

i thought that this whole thing with my brother moving in was going to be terrible but i didn't realize that it's not so bad.....he got here and i just instictively like helping people so i helped him unpack and put things away and cleared space for him in the bathroom and told him all he needed to know about things and basically everything is cool and i think i'm going to like having him around. i didn't realize that i missed his theatre music so much. we listened to the Evita soundtrack and i was blown away by how much i appreciate it now and didn't even realize how much i liked it when i was little and i came to the realization that if it had not been for his playing it all the time when i was little i wouldn't have the love of theatre and art that i do now, i prolly wouldn't even be a writer, because just in the hours he was here today i was so inspired by this music he plays and his book collection and just having him to talk to is really nice. i am usually a very lonely person at home because mom doesn't understand most of what i try to tell her....maybe i'll have better luck with ran.
well i'm much calmer now and almost glad he's here, just not so glad for the reason that he's here....i feel badly for him. he must miss his little girls very much.