Mar 14, 2006 22:24
my cousin died yesterday. it made me really fucking depressed. he was only 21. he was on the way to becoming a great person. it goes to show me that you really can go at any moment and it does not mater who you are. zack was one of the few relatives I liked. granted he is not blood cousin but I still saw him as much as my other cousins. I called it to, I said the next person who died would be someone close to me. It just pisses me off so much that scum bags walk around all day with nothing wrong with them, and then there is someone like zack who never did anything bad, who was an overall great guy, had to be the one to die.
this lady tryed to tell me god obviously had a plan for him in heaven. I told her to go tell her god I said fuck you. he wasn't done with his plan here on earth. I asked her why didn't he let him finish his plans here in this life time. I asked her why all the criminals in this world are still alive? she had no anwser for me. but then again who does?