Nov 23, 2006 23:29
Well I'm up on the San Juan Island which means no cell coverage. This pains me.
I have little to report. Thanksgiving up here was a relaxed and chill affair. I cleaned my grandparent's gutters and stacked firewood. Yeah. It was fun. I went to the beach and tried to call Claudia. Reception failed. Then worked. And failed entirely.
I'm wondering how I will make it through everything. One of those thoughts. The kind that make you step back and say "Holy Shit! I've lost my mind." Then you proceed to dance in circles while juggling sixteen cans of paint with a broom balanced on your nose. Fucked up.
Anyway it is damn hard to think when I'm up here on the island. There is a certain hidden gland in me I'm sure that, sensing my arrival on San Juan suddenly secretes lethargic juice and I slowly sink to something not quite human. More of an existence. It is a serious condition I'm sure, but it is still pretty weird. I seriously just feel tired and have no desire to do anything. In all honesty there is not that much to do up here. Go to the beach. Eat. Sit. Watch football. Options are limited. The lethargy helps with nothing.
I miss Claudia a lot. Good news arrived today though, which is a schedule for the Boys and Girls Club of Corvallis. This means I have a place to get hours when I do come home. I still have no details so those have to be worked out when I get off this rock. Tomorrow we leave and go to Lopez island, where I hope my phone works because I'm very unclear about the possibility of there being internet access at the little cabin we are staying in with me mum's friend.
In other news I got a wool bathrobe from my grandad. It is super bitchin so I am happy. I should probably get to bed now and hopefully my damn phone works tomorrow. I love you all.
Claudia you are so special and I love you!