i don't think that passenger seat has ever looked this good to me
OH, SHOW. You please me greatly. Don't ever stop.
This was the first episode in a LONG damn time that I have actually watched in real Real Time, like, even with my hitting instant replay a bunch I had to sit through a few commercials. WHICH WAS MURDER. OMFG.
For me this was one of those eps where I just NEEDED TO KNOW WHAT THE HELL WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. It had this like, push, where I needed to see where things were going and like, couldn't even stop to delight in all the broments as much as I normally would. Okay, there was definite delighting, just not AS MUCH. :D
Where to begin? Oh! Okay so, Jared Padalecki has the prettiest neck in the history of necks. The end. I've been aware of this for quite some time but the sheen of sweat along the column of Sam's throat? YES and PLEASE.
BOTH boys were sweaty in this ep. Which is just plain old win. MHM. Dean drinking a beer and sweating from burying the body? Fuck yes.
OH BOYS!
We didn't get a hell of a lot of SamandDean in this ep, but what we did get really hit me. It was fantastic.
I love when Dean tells Sam they're leaving and Sam just really simply, quietly says no. It's got this beauty in it that I can't even explain.
'Not gonna let me?'
'No, I'm not gonna let you!'
'How you gonna stop me?'
The look of resignation in Dean's eyes and the shutting of the door between them quite literally breaks my heart. Oh man. I can't do it.
Seeing little peeks of who Sam is now, just tiny little glimpses of how he's different fucking rules my world. Just ... the casualness of his crossed arms during the exorcism. He never uncrosses them. And when Dean is pouring holy water down its throat Sam doesn't even flinch. Not even a little and it just. Yeah it does things to me.
The Latin. OH FUCK the Latin. I love the way it just flows off his tongue because it's become second nature at this point and it's so gorgeous and orgasm inducing I just can't even react to it properly anymore besides nnnnnnngh MORE.
And the little 'Should I?' just. Fuck. This show reduces me to four letter words every single week, I swear.
Heh, Sam's I'm totally a cop!banter amuses me greatly.
Sam. Sam Sam Sam Sam SAM. He was such a little boy in the majority of this episode for me. But like, in the best way possible. So hopeful and willing to try anything and so excited at the prospect of something ACTUALLY working and whipping out John's journal to tell Dean about his theory, oh gosh. *aches* His fucking EYES lit up. It was so beautiful but so painful to see the way they dimmed when Dean had to tell him no. Because of course Dean would feel like that wasn't really living, that it was just becoming a monster, and I love him for it. I knew from the get go this wouldn't be our way out, but I really loved seeing Dean say no to such a thing, even though we know how bad he wants to stay with his Sammy forever. Oh, Dean.
Jared's eyes were so green in this ep! I love watching them change from episode to episode, I'm like, an eye color geek apparently.
Dean. This is going to sound lame but I really liked Dean in this ep. I love him, he's my Dean and all that. But I just. I really appreciated who Dean was in this episode, the way he does things, what he believes in and what he believes in saving. I loved every single bit of it.
'No no, we're very smart.' HEE!
Plus Jensen looked particularly pretty in this episode. I don't know quite what it was but he was fuckin' workin' it. Mmm. Something about his legs maybe? IDEK! 's good though, real good. :D
'Oh, baby, I can't stay mad at you.'
I refuse to believe that Dean was actually talking to his food when he said that. REFUSE! And Sam's TOTAL little brother giggle when he thinks he's grossed Dean out good and proper? GAH SO CUTE!
There's a moment when they're poring over the maps on the bed and they look quite literally like they're going to make out with each other in like, the next three seconds. Maybe sooner. I need that cap, I need it now!
I love Bobby. I really do. I wanted more Bobby. I always want more Bobby. Have I mentioned I love Bobby?
The little girl that they got to play little Bela? Holy shit, she looked so much like her it was almost spooky.
Oh, Bela. I'm glad you're gone. I really really am. I never liked you, and I trust me I totally tried in the beginning, but yeah, you sucked. Maybe it was that Ruby stole my heart entirely and there was no room left for you, or it could be that you're a total twat and I can't stand you. The world may never know. However. I am a little sad for you.
When Dean says that if she had just come to them, asked them for help, I just ached. Because no matter how much they had hated her, they still would have helped her. Because that is who they are. And fuck, I love my boys. It reminded me of when Bela buys them off in Red Sky at Morning instead of saying thank you. Yeah, I'm sad for Bela. I really am.
I knew it was Lilith! I mean, we all did, but still! GAH!
I need next week's ep SO BAD IT HURTS. I almost didn't want to watch the teaser for it cos I knew it would just be an exercise in self-torture but who am I trying to kid? I'm on that shit like white on rice. And just. I was flailing and practically crying during those THIRTY SECONDS. I don't even want to think of what I'll be a week from now. I want it so bad except I want for it to be far far away because it's our last ep for SO LONG and this summer is going to be a bitch. I hate hearing the words season finale, I really do. SIGH.
Okay, that's all my poor headache ridden mind can even attempt to give. Except, RUFUS TURNER. CLEAVLAND STEAMER. *DEATH*
In conclusion: I love my show. ♥.
I really need to download a ringtone for my new phone and I can't for the life of me decide on one. I'm thinking Hell's Bells, because, well it's Hell's Bells, but I'm really quite woefully unable to make decisions. It's a problem. Suggestions?
This was the first episode in a LONG damn time that I have actually watched in real Real Time, like, even with my hitting instant replay a bunch I had to sit through a few commercials. WHICH WAS MURDER. OMFG.
For me this was one of those eps where I just NEEDED TO KNOW WHAT THE HELL WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. It had this like, push, where I needed to see where things were going and like, couldn't even stop to delight in all the broments as much as I normally would. Okay, there was definite delighting, just not AS MUCH. :D
Where to begin? Oh! Okay so, Jared Padalecki has the prettiest neck in the history of necks. The end. I've been aware of this for quite some time but the sheen of sweat along the column of Sam's throat? YES and PLEASE.
BOTH boys were sweaty in this ep. Which is just plain old win. MHM. Dean drinking a beer and sweating from burying the body? Fuck yes.
OH BOYS!
We didn't get a hell of a lot of SamandDean in this ep, but what we did get really hit me. It was fantastic.
I love when Dean tells Sam they're leaving and Sam just really simply, quietly says no. It's got this beauty in it that I can't even explain.
'Not gonna let me?'
'No, I'm not gonna let you!'
'How you gonna stop me?'
The look of resignation in Dean's eyes and the shutting of the door between them quite literally breaks my heart. Oh man. I can't do it.
Seeing little peeks of who Sam is now, just tiny little glimpses of how he's different fucking rules my world. Just ... the casualness of his crossed arms during the exorcism. He never uncrosses them. And when Dean is pouring holy water down its throat Sam doesn't even flinch. Not even a little and it just. Yeah it does things to me.
The Latin. OH FUCK the Latin. I love the way it just flows off his tongue because it's become second nature at this point and it's so gorgeous and orgasm inducing I just can't even react to it properly anymore besides nnnnnnngh MORE.
And the little 'Should I?' just. Fuck. This show reduces me to four letter words every single week, I swear.
Heh, Sam's I'm totally a cop!banter amuses me greatly.
Sam. Sam Sam Sam Sam SAM. He was such a little boy in the majority of this episode for me. But like, in the best way possible. So hopeful and willing to try anything and so excited at the prospect of something ACTUALLY working and whipping out John's journal to tell Dean about his theory, oh gosh. *aches* His fucking EYES lit up. It was so beautiful but so painful to see the way they dimmed when Dean had to tell him no. Because of course Dean would feel like that wasn't really living, that it was just becoming a monster, and I love him for it. I knew from the get go this wouldn't be our way out, but I really loved seeing Dean say no to such a thing, even though we know how bad he wants to stay with his Sammy forever. Oh, Dean.
Jared's eyes were so green in this ep! I love watching them change from episode to episode, I'm like, an eye color geek apparently.
Dean. This is going to sound lame but I really liked Dean in this ep. I love him, he's my Dean and all that. But I just. I really appreciated who Dean was in this episode, the way he does things, what he believes in and what he believes in saving. I loved every single bit of it.
'No no, we're very smart.' HEE!
Plus Jensen looked particularly pretty in this episode. I don't know quite what it was but he was fuckin' workin' it. Mmm. Something about his legs maybe? IDEK! 's good though, real good. :D
'Oh, baby, I can't stay mad at you.'
I refuse to believe that Dean was actually talking to his food when he said that. REFUSE! And Sam's TOTAL little brother giggle when he thinks he's grossed Dean out good and proper? GAH SO CUTE!
There's a moment when they're poring over the maps on the bed and they look quite literally like they're going to make out with each other in like, the next three seconds. Maybe sooner. I need that cap, I need it now!
I love Bobby. I really do. I wanted more Bobby. I always want more Bobby. Have I mentioned I love Bobby?
The little girl that they got to play little Bela? Holy shit, she looked so much like her it was almost spooky.
Oh, Bela. I'm glad you're gone. I really really am. I never liked you, and I trust me I totally tried in the beginning, but yeah, you sucked. Maybe it was that Ruby stole my heart entirely and there was no room left for you, or it could be that you're a total twat and I can't stand you. The world may never know. However. I am a little sad for you.
When Dean says that if she had just come to them, asked them for help, I just ached. Because no matter how much they had hated her, they still would have helped her. Because that is who they are. And fuck, I love my boys. It reminded me of when Bela buys them off in Red Sky at Morning instead of saying thank you. Yeah, I'm sad for Bela. I really am.
I knew it was Lilith! I mean, we all did, but still! GAH!
I need next week's ep SO BAD IT HURTS. I almost didn't want to watch the teaser for it cos I knew it would just be an exercise in self-torture but who am I trying to kid? I'm on that shit like white on rice. And just. I was flailing and practically crying during those THIRTY SECONDS. I don't even want to think of what I'll be a week from now. I want it so bad except I want for it to be far far away because it's our last ep for SO LONG and this summer is going to be a bitch. I hate hearing the words season finale, I really do. SIGH.
Okay, that's all my poor headache ridden mind can even attempt to give. Except, RUFUS TURNER. CLEAVLAND STEAMER. *DEATH*
In conclusion: I love my show. ♥.
I really need to download a ringtone for my new phone and I can't for the life of me decide on one. I'm thinking Hell's Bells, because, well it's Hell's Bells, but I'm really quite woefully unable to make decisions. It's a problem. Suggestions?