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omigod
well here am i in my slut outfit, tiny black dress, cleavage, or what's left of it on show, tight, then knee high boots and i'm to put some slap
finish watching the evictions and head down to shepherds bush to meet ALL of goldie looking chain with sam from work fiona and jessie and i'm really nervous, hoping i can keep it together and thinkiong i shouldnt have drunk so mch red wine really.
i should have gone by myself
i shouldnt have gone at all
i feel daft
i look daft
oh god i wish iwas at home with my mum watchign gardeners world and some bbc4 film
am i daft.
i do look quite foxy i guess but ifeel like a fool. its the first time in ages i've just got dressed up/ i'm not in any outrageous costume. i have a dress on from new look. fuckfuckfuckfuck.
it will probably be crap. im sure it'll be crap. we'll get to the hotel and there'll be nooone there and we can be siilly and get the nmight bus home. thats fine. yes that fine. i'm going there. wait a bit. and then come home. nothing to worry about.
nothing to worry about at all.
i really miss michelle and kat.
well here am i in my slut outfit, tiny black dress, cleavage, or what's left of it on show, tight, then knee high boots and i'm to put some slap
finish watching the evictions and head down to shepherds bush to meet ALL of goldie looking chain with sam from work fiona and jessie and i'm really nervous, hoping i can keep it together and thinkiong i shouldnt have drunk so mch red wine really.
i should have gone by myself
i shouldnt have gone at all
i feel daft
i look daft
oh god i wish iwas at home with my mum watchign gardeners world and some bbc4 film
am i daft.
i do look quite foxy i guess but ifeel like a fool. its the first time in ages i've just got dressed up/ i'm not in any outrageous costume. i have a dress on from new look. fuckfuckfuckfuck.
it will probably be crap. im sure it'll be crap. we'll get to the hotel and there'll be nooone there and we can be siilly and get the nmight bus home. thats fine. yes that fine. i'm going there. wait a bit. and then come home. nothing to worry about.
nothing to worry about at all.
i really miss michelle and kat.