Jan 12, 2006 00:32
thoughts about making some new journeys and not making some old ones
finished soup today - magic everlasting soup gone must make more
you have no idea how busy work is. you have
no
idea.
stuck in the middle of a see-saw of the horns of a dilemma. keep swinging between everything. how can you follow your instincts if your instincts are like totally fucked. i was totally one way all through past week, even with stuff happening, and now something else happened and i dont know which way to go.
im tired of hearing things and talking rubbish. i dont think i've said anything remotely worth anything in about 27 years :) im tired of noise. i could really do with being somewhere completely fucking silent for a few days.
everything is hectic. not bad hectic, but tiresome irritating hectic that is like sooooo annoying
i like cillian murphy. he's hot, therefore he's gay. if someone could clarify this so i dont feel odd fantasizing about him, that would totally rock.
decided to say like and totally a lot today.
big brother has finally entered my soul and turned it into something rather good. i've discovered an outlet for my anger and frustration. jodie marsh. and all the bb peeps except MAGGOT of GLC fame, which means he;s one of Our Boys!
GO MAGGOT!
quite enjoying the feeling of disconnection. feeling like i want to unplug everything. its very exciting.
actually its all rather exciting.
there's going to be some sort of change happening.
havent even started v for vendetta yet. its jez's desktop at work. i hope he's ok.
i'd like to see franz ferdinand again.
i'm considering homelands this year.
and finally..............
***************************cake is magic!**************************************
(me and soulcurves (or should it be soulcake now?) did it! we made magic in the kitchen and it was delicious and fluffy and cakey and was fab.)
mmmmm more buffy
[what in heavens name will i do when i run out of buffy? *panic*]